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December 23rd, 2008
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December 19th, 2008
Errr I really abbhor People who become your friend, so they can stalk one of your siblings, and Whan you finally realize it, they actually start stalking you! Over Myspace, so you delete them off your list, so they become friends with some of your friends so they can check out your Myspace! Then When That does not work they become friends with your parents so they are always at your house!!! And on top your parents like them so much, cause they suck up and Bring them ICE CREAM all the time, they say thing like can't we adopt her, and where is she when she's not at the house for the 1 fricking minute she's not here! I AM SO IRRITATED THIS F*#@$&%$ stalker will not leave me or my family alone, can you get a restraining order on someone who just won't go away? She's like the cat that comes back again and again and won't go! It's not funny, I want my family back, she eats dinner with us and I hate it my parents say they feel sorry for her. She took one of my friends up here and turned her against me! HELP!!!!!!!!!
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December 17th, 2008
Well Christmas is almost here, and I am getting so excited.
Christmas to me is family getting together, sharing stories of christmas's past and just being together and being a family. It's even better with snow to play in and act like the kids we once were. Snowforts, and snow angels, Ice skating, and sitting by a cozy fire drinking co-co or eggnog. Watching the lights twinkle on our tree and watch the neices and Nephews sitt and play with their new gifts, and see them get that sleepy look of content on their faces as they start to drift off and dream of tomorrow.
Enoying the horse's nicker their greeting as you go to feed, and as your cleaning the stalls out, hearing them munch contentedly on their hay and grain. Watch them all lazy in the afternoon sun, with a leg cocked taking a nap.
I guess this time of the year just makes me calm and content in life :)
How is everyone's christmas's going?
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November 5th, 2008
I'm doing alot better than my last blog!!!!!!!!
Found a church up here I really like, I have a job! It's just a job, but I really enjoy my co-workers/ friends. I have a new Horse, she was supposed to be a crazy Greenbroke horse, and I'm finding she's greenbroke, but far from crazy! She has only bucked twice. She's a Tennehesee Walker Mare all white and is 3yrs old. She is already 16 hands tall and I think should mature at 17 + hands! She has the smoothest gaits. and best of all she was givin to me!! Her owner boarded her with us then took her home, got her skinny and decided he could not keep her!!
So Central Oregon is enjoying it's first real snowfall, looks like were gonna have a white christmas YAY
Well thats all for now, I'll try for another installment of living in Central Oregon soon, I might have some excellent news soon.....
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September 2nd, 2008
Bridget
ps to prove I'm becoming even more of a hick I'm not even gonna spell check!!!!!
February 17th, 2008
Well I'm getting my wisdome teeth removed on the 26th I'm a little nervous, there putting me under, and I'm worried about that. I'm going up to the ranch afterward. I'd take pics of the ranch, and the snow and the baby ponies, but my cameras broke, maybe I'll borrow one? I'm baking bannana muffins right now and my apartment smells so good. I have so much more energy since I've joined my gym, I love it Yoga, volleyball, and dodgeball, swimming, and the steam room is heavenly. I went to the kids show auditions today to see how they wer going and got roped into a role! I'm Shelly the Asst director LOL it opens middle of May should be fun if ya wanna come see it.
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January 8th, 2008
There used to be a glow in your eyes, of knowlage and sweet trusting love.
Now just clouded lenses and a blank gaze.
It hurts to remember what you once were, and know I might not have you with me in this world for much longer.
My eyes tear up and spill over just feeling the loss I have now, and your still here.
Does God give us a gift of the slow loss of your body to prepare us for the entire loss?
Knowing what you've seen me through in this world, I don't think I'll ever be prepared.
You've filled my life so compleatly, how do I move on in your passing?
I miss who you used to be, but will always cherish those sweet memories.
Will I always feel the loss?
January 5th, 2008
Maybe it's just boredom.... I just took my dogs for a 2hr walk but I'm still not tired, I'm movied and booked out. I want to do something, but I dont!! What is that all about. I've got people who want to hang out and talk to me, but I want to be home, but don't.... I'm just in a weird mood today I guess, it almost hurts :( I don't think it's depression, but it feels like it somewhat, it's been so long since I've had any bad depression bouts (years) Maybe I'm just not remembering what it feels like?
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December 30th, 2007
Pushy
Too much Crap
Grouchy
Irritating
Gluttonus
Lazy
Watches TV all day
Expects you to pay
Can't clean up messes
Hit's and Bruises
No job
Sleeps all day
Deletes my programs
Finally GONE!!
December 26th, 2007
1. Built a snow castle and defended it against boys who wanted it for their own
2.Learned and Expierenced What a "White Washing" was LOL
3.Rode my Very prego horse Bareback
4. Helped rope a Llama
5. Decorated the tree
6. Had many snowball fights
7.Midwifed a Sheep
8. Trained a lamb to walk on a leash
9.Got followed around by a lamb who thought I was it's mommy
10. Played with some Wild Baby horses
11. Had a wonderful Christmas
pissed off
content
nauseated